Storm of thoughts

Anyone who knows me will tell you that I typically have a storm of thoughts swirling around in my head, but lately it's been more like a hurricane of thoughts and emotions. And unlike many other times, it's not small futile things, but large and lifechanging issues that I am pondering on. I'm going to steal my sister's idea/advice and start writing in a journal, letters to my mom. She was always the one person I could tell ANYTHING to, and I miss having that. I always appreciated it, but looking back I did also take it for granted. I still wanna talk to her, tell her things that are happening, both small and large.. significant and insignificant. I'm really hoping it will also help me continue the grieving process that I have finally started. Who knows? It's worth a shot, right? Anyway, just wanted to update a little, not that anyone reads this, but it helps to write it out. :) Night!

So, wow! lol Forgot all about this blog. But thanks to Kayla, I think I'm gonna start it up again. Only a few people will be able to see it though because I'm going to use it as a sort of journal, logging my thoughts and feelings. I used to keep a traditional journal, but I can't write as fast as I think.. so typing works MUCH better for me!

Huh.. what to vent about right now.. I've been at my current job for over a year, and while I LOVE the people I work with, I need to make more money. I am adamently trying to move up in the ranks, but things so far are not going my way. Seems I've gotta fight the fates to get anywhere in life, but I'm willing to do it to get what I want and what I deserve.

My love life is pretty much non-existent.. which is not necessarily a bad thing. I'm trying to get myself together BEFORE I add a man to the equation. lol We'll see how well this works out. :) I've gained quite a few friends, but not many that I would consider close. Those are few and far in between. My sister is the closest, although we don't get to see each other much.

Anyway, after reading all of that again, it's not very interesting.. lol.. just an update until I'm on here again to vent.. REALLY vent I'm sure. lol Love ya all!

New

Hey All! I already have two other blogs with different websites so I have no idea what possessed me to make a new one other than for change! lol I will try this out and see how well I like it! God Bless!