Storm of thoughts

Anyone who knows me will tell you that I typically have a storm of thoughts swirling around in my head, but lately it's been more like a hurricane of thoughts and emotions. And unlike many other times, it's not small futile things, but large and lifechanging issues that I am pondering on. I'm going to steal my sister's idea/advice and start writing in a journal, letters to my mom. She was always the one person I could tell ANYTHING to, and I miss having that. I always appreciated it, but looking back I did also take it for granted. I still wanna talk to her, tell her things that are happening, both small and large.. significant and insignificant. I'm really hoping it will also help me continue the grieving process that I have finally started. Who knows? It's worth a shot, right? Anyway, just wanted to update a little, not that anyone reads this, but it helps to write it out. :) Night!